very sad

frankly speaking. i'm sad. i know you're busy and tired at the end of the day. hence we can't chat like we do before. with plenty of mirth. plenty of laughs. lovingly. with concern. "how was your day" was answered with enthusiasm. but now? you come back home. YM is online, we chatted a bit. a little exchange of words. and you go back to watching GG/Betty/whatever series. i know i have things to do. but i do rest in between and i look forward to chatting with you. instead you prefer watching the series. lagged replies. the only time we have active conversations is when we point out something or someone that is a potential threat to the relationship (owing to my jealous nature) and a small fight ensues. the pause after we chat a bit (hostile or otherwise) is followed by total silence, and i know you're asleep. no more proper good nights like before. oh i understand, you're tired.


YES, i understand. you're tired.
YES, i understand. you wanna unwind.
YES, i understand EVERYTHING.


but do you understand me?


when something go wrong, you don't really bother talking things out. i want honesty. talking things out means you're putting an effort into this relationship. we can't just talk about the good stuff and let the bad ones be stashed away in a corner.


imma go silent after this, i guess. don't be mad or surprised if i don't reply texts, return calls or accept them. 


they say "people who make you cry are not worth your tears, and people who are worth it will never make you cry in the first place."

updates!!

woo! long time no post~


been busy with exam revisions and all that jazz... actually it's more jazz than revising. hahahaha...


a bit about saturday. it's the day when we have the post-GX camp lunch/dinner... we thought it's a lunch but it was held around 4-5pm. guess its a dinner. good food, great company, seeing the kids, i mean juniors again... managed to persuade one of them to come so everyone gets to have fun.... :D


the pics will come in a later post - when the effing connection is speedier... :D


and D made a group for blondes n cheeses. it's an inside joke. lotsa blonde moments in there. and S had some guy issues. what that guy did was far from being a gentleman. forget being a gentleman, it's the 21st century. it's just plain RUDE!!! that is NOT how to treat a lady. decline nicely instead of being rude and ignoring her. and if i'm not mistaken, he even thinks it was funny. but if this is how he treats S, then S should forget about him coz S certainly deserves better treatment. is that how you are taught to treat the ladies? S did post on FB that he's acting gay for doing that but i corrected her. i know plenty of gay people and they may be good or bad but they treat ladies better than he treated sher. so i guess calling him gay was kind of an insult fo the gay community. hahaha~

by the way, you deserve better!! you go S!! :D

in another news: nisa and mimi asked me to go out last night but i had to decline coz i was tired from the lunch/dinner thing. i wasn't even showered yet and they say the car will be there in 10 minutes and they expect me to walk over there. seriously? and then today they asked me again to go out coz they wanted KFC. but i was in the mood to study (tomorrow's the paper, hello) and i wanted to jog. i only noticed the YM when it was long past it's arrival date... they said really wanted KFC? what about when i wanted it? nobody wanted to eat there when i proposed it. hurm. but judging from mimi's blog i know they had lots of fun. and thank goodness i didn't follow them coz i'd be BORED TO DEATH waiting for them to try on attire after attire after attire... 


today's jog was cut short due to the threatening visage that the sky put on. it was around 630pm, and the sky was already very dark. it was already drizzling a bit, in fact. but i finished my last lap at the KRP river and sprinted back to my room. besides i wasn't gonna let water touch my beloved MP3 player even though it's waterproof ;)

should return to revising on D's advice...with a special shouout to 3SGG, go go chaiyok for the finals! :D

100 questions

1. How old will you be in five years?

26

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Juju!

3. How tall are you?
5’5″

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Home.

5. What’s the last movie you saw?
Clash of The Titans on my laptop.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Mimi

7. Who was the last person to call you?
My sweetie ;)

8. What was the last text message you received?
"album mana ko upload?"

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
no one.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
text.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
watching GG reruns.

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married :)

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
during Raya.

14. What color are your eyes?

Brown.

15. What time did you wake up today?
8.30am.

16. What are you wearing right now?
boxer briefs.

17. What is your favorite christmas song?
PCD's Santa Baby.

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
somewhere peaceful.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
somewhere with lots of people.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Australia.

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
Somewhere happy.

22. Do you tan or burn?
burn.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I always fear something would come out from under the bed to grab me.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
hanging out with my socialite friends :D

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2.

26. How big is your bed?

large single.

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
laptop.

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
without.

29. What color are your sheets?
yellow.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
none, but i have a domo plush.

31. What is your favorite season?
sunny.

32. What do you like about fall?
the crisp cool air, i guess.

33. What do you like about winter?
never experienced winter before...

34. What do you like about the summer?

sunny days.

35. What do you like about spring?
pleasant days.

36. How many states provinces have you lived in?
six.

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
KK, LD, Kuching, Penang, Pahang and Johor :)

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
shoes if i'm going somewhere air-conditioned.

39. Are you a social person?
sometimes.

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Purple Nips.

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Jungle Park.

42. What is your favorite ice cream?

Choc chip and mint or Vanilla.

43. What is your favorite dessert?

Pumpkin fritters.

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
clear ones.

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
strawberry.

46. Do you like Chinese food?
yeah.

47. Do you like coffee?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
lots.

49. What do you drink in the morning?
coffee.

50. What non-banking related card in your wallet is the most valuable to you?

my ID.

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
the inside part of a wallside bed.

52. Do you know how to play poker?
yes.

53. Do you like to cuddle?
yes!!!

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
no.

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
not really. 

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
since i'm in university, so it's eating out...

57. What do you miss about high school, if anything?
the spoonfed education. :P

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yan (Property class)

59. Do you want kids?
yup!!

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Mandarin, Hakka and Cantonese

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
yes.

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
yes.

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
pool.

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
window.

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
no.

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
bags, jeans and shoes.

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
no.

68. What is your favorite TV show?
Who's The Boss, the Nanny and other old time faves.

69. Can you roll your tongue?
no.

70. Who is the funniest person you know?

my siblings.

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
domo-kun!

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Shut Up and Kiss Me by Orianthi

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
yes.

74. What red object is closest to you right now?

my laptop.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
yes.

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
open.

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

bees.

78. Do you flirt a lot?

kind of.

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
chilli sauce.

80. What is your favorite food?
tempeh~

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
no.

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no.

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
no.

84. What is your usual bedtime?
1-2am

85. What was the last book you read?
Nut Graph's Found In Malaysia.

86. Do you read the newspaper?
yes.

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Men's Health.

89. Do you watch soap operas?
no.

90. Do you dance in the car?
no.

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
Fly FM

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
My sweetie ;)

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
the details of a poster that i designed for a client.

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
vanilla.

95. What is your favorite board game?
monopoly.

Where’s 96?

this is 96 :P

97. When was the last time you attended church?

back when my aunt's church held a Christmas mass. nothing happened, don't freak out :P

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
my english and BM teachers.

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
three days. but i didn't sleep in tents. we slept under the night sky.

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?

juju.

lomofying

more lomofying. it's addictive :)

and it spurred a renewed desire to get a camera.

hope i have the dough to get a decent one in the near future :)

credits to ms norraimi for the inspiration and reference :)

arba'a

one down, three to go.


data comm paper. what can i say about it? thanks for the tips, mr uznir and mr norhakim. and i am SO lucky to have been led to the library by my instinct. and the only topic that i read in a book about GPS before my attention span expired is precisely the one that came out in today's question!! :D


next: spatial analysis. nine chapters. five days. i need a miracle. (notice the two famous brand names that sublimely appear in the previous sentences? hihihih~)


some pics of the morning cram session, followed by tons of laughter - it's a miracle that any of the knowledge that i accumulated for the past few days are still intact :P

my BFFs!!

spot the pencil bag :)

nothing beats handwritten notes :)