Saturday, May 22, 2010

PROLOGUE

Emma clutched the sheets to cover her bosoms. She watched discreetly as Edgar grabbed his wallet and keys from the nightstand. Edgar glanced over to Emma; thinking she was still sleeping. He nodded and left the apartment. A soft click of the lock affirmed the door’s closing.

Taking her panties from the bedpost, Emma threw it into the half-full laundry basket. The thick curtains let blades of sunlight come into the darkened room. The clock showed 7.30am. She walked into the attached bathroom to relieve herself. As she flushed the toilet, washed her hands and took her toothbrush from the cup, she thought to herself: just another guy.

It has always been this way for Emma; she never has a real relationship with a guy, never wanted to. Going to a bar with her girlfriends, she would get a free drink from a guy who's interested in her, chatted for a bit and left for a night of passionate romping. If they went to the guy’s house, she’d be off first thing in the morning; vice versa if the guy went to her house. The guy wanted to get into her pants (or skirt, depending on the attire), and she wanted to get into his. No strings attached, hence there were no broken hearts.

Emma wasn’t originally like this. A string of unsuccessful relationships made her very cynical about the L word. She harbored such distrust for love relations, she even chuckled when a guy mentioned it to her. Her attitude to love was, to say the least, tepid. She had enough of it – giving love and getting none in return. There were no fights in her previous relationships, not because they were happy; the other side just didn’t bother enough to fight.

Emma spat out the toothpaste and rinsed her mouth. As she gargled her thoughts went to what she was going to wear that day: the striped tube top with lavender trench? Or a sundress made formal with a suede bolero and wide belt?


to be continued...

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Weekend Trip

Weekend trip: shoot up to Sandakan!

Originally it was just to send my aunt back to Wee Tee Tong Plantation, but mum said that we'd just extend the trip by going up to Sandakan. Well what the heck. Let's go! It was just my parents and me and Arin - sis Nadia was in KK for a tennis tournament. Here are some pics of the trip:

yours truly on the way to Sandakan

Arin on the way to Sandakan

We're here!

Snapshot of a bus

We went for lunch at the Giant mall - had pizza. Then we went hotel-hunting. Dad wanted to changed accomodations - we have stayed in Sanbay Hotel everytime we came to Sandakan. But lastly, it was Sanbay that felt most at home to us (and ample parking too!)

Hotel Tyng Garden

At first, we wanted to try out Tyng Garden, but it stated "reservation only, walk-in not entertained" which is bullshit.

hotel-hunting

Dewan Masyarakat Sandakan

Arin at the entrance

yours truly at the entrance

waiting for confirmation from mum+dad about room availability

Went up to our room - 231. Rested a while before going out to dinner. Then a movie at 9.30pm. Watched Robin Hood. I love historical pieces, and this is an outstanding one. It needed no prior knowledge of Robin Hood to watch, which will be VERY convenient for the typical Malaysian who reads a below-average amount of books (or much less, history). Cate Blanchett was stunning as ever, and the location is lovely!

Went back and called it a night.

Woke up at 10am the next day - just stayed between the sheets, reveling in the coldness of the hotel room and the coziness of the thick blanket. Took a shower, and we are all set to leave. Had lunch at bandar Indah, and left.

ominous...LOL

while waiting for mum to buy papayas

Until now, Sandakan has always felt strange to me. It has this aura of mystery, and it unnerves me every time I go there. Nonetheless, it is a quaint place, not a small town, but not yet a city. :)





Friday, May 14, 2010

new venture!

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i'm planning to create a series. kind of like a written TV series. but i'm still trying to think of a theme, and a pilot to start it all. oh, and i'm also trying to figure out technicalities such as intellectual property and about protecting my rights.

if you have any idea for stories, please do inform me! i see it as a challenge for the mind - can't let it stagnate!

keep your fingers crossed, friends!

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Friday

the first friday at home.

keeping willpower and sanity on full charge this holiday - need to stop jiggling (again)!

when and how am i going to break the news to my parents that i lost my ic (again)?

when will the scholarship money come in?

when will you start texting me first instead of me having to start the conversation all the time?

still feeling angry at the "friend" who went AWOL after getting a special someone.

*sigh*

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Get With The Program!

I'm getting plump. Well, if I haven't, I will be. What with two months to spend with no chance of running and mum's neverending love and cooking, I decided to get realistic and IMPROVISE. To those who have been pestering me with "how did you do it?" Well, get off that couch and turn that boob tube off - get with the program already!

#1: SET GOALS.
Slip into those skinnies, be 10kg thinner, wheeze a LOT less while shopping - all these are called goals. You may set any that you want, but make sure they're realistic. And SAFE. Losing 10kg IS REALISTIC, but not SAFE if you only have one week. That's called crash dieting, and it is not safe!

For me, I've given up trying to be ultra skinny. It is not in my genes. So I have forsaken that goal, and these are the new mantra: Be healthily-built: aim not for Nicole Richie, but the healthy, sexy Katherine Heigl.

be this!

NOT this.

Why women as role models, you may ask? Well, most male celebs are either (a) aiming to get ripped; (b) are blessed with natural skinny-ness; or (c) shamelessly jiggling. I do not aim to be ripped, I am not blessed with skinny genes (no pun intended), and I refuse to jiggle!!! All these brings me to the main aim: BE REALISTIC. Besides, Katherine's H-O-T.

SUMMARY: Set realistic goals to keep you on track.

#2: WATCH WHAT YOU EAT.
"Ooh, I'm going on a diet," "Ooh, I won't eat this/that/anything." Just saying these won't make you instantly skinny; you have to do something. Well, living in Malaysia may be a blessing and a curse when it comes to food: we have all these tasty delicacies up for grabs, thanks to our diverse culture and multitude of races. We won't be able to hold off that beloved Nasi Lemak. That plate of Char Kuey Teaw will always whisper sweet nothings to you.

GOOD NEWS PALS! Denying yourself of food is not the way to good health - just take it in moderation. Be like the French: enjoy every bite, savor the food as if it is an expensive delicacy you may eat once in a lifetime. You'll feel full with less, instead of wondering whether you've had lunch/dinner a few hours later.

The basic rule still applies: More fruits and vegetables!!!

yummy!

To those who love fast food (like yours truly), you may have your share of double cheeseburger or a Dinner Plate. For me, if I'd wanna have me some McD, I make sure I (a) have a killer workout the day/few hours before; (b) have less food before the McD; or (c) have less food after the McD. Just keeping it all balanced without denying yourself of food. If you have a dinner date/annual dinner/get together/any events with lotsa food, get protein and skip the carbs; have an array of food in small amounts, and do a cleanse/fast the day after.

WATER WATER WATER. It's important. And ask yourself whenever you have hunger pangs: "Am I hungry or thirsty?" Most of the time it's just thirst. We don't drink enough water in our daily lives. Especially us in the equatorial region. Oh, and some facts:

- No point in buying bottled/mineral water. You're just drinking plain water but paying more for it. Just read the source of water.
- RO water is good. You can skip the minerals; you can obtain those from food.
- This applies to PLAIN water, not air bandung/sirap limau/orange juice that is often seen accompanying meals.

SUMMARY: Don't restrict, but regulate food intake. Remember to offset unhealthy food intake with healthy options the day after.

#3 E-X-E-R-C-I-S-E.
Keeping your diet of salad greens and coffee won't help you get that bombshell body. You've got to work for it! We are all civilised, grown-up people; where and when did they say that getting what we want is easy? We still need to work for it no matter what. So, in addition to keeping tab on what you eat, you need to shape up those jiggly parts!

Thankfully I have my trusty resistance bands (for workouts on the go), and and body weight training (from my PLKN days). I also have my running (when I'm in campus). I still have gym-phobia, so going to one is out of the question. If you haven't have one exercise plan yet, do get one. Types of exercise is as follows:

- Cardio: Great fat-burner. Aerobics, Running, Cycling, basically anything that gets your heartbeat elevated. Great for stamina and endurance too.
- Weights: Great for toning the body and round-the-clock weight loss. Why round-the-clock?When you train muscles, you will gain a great calorie-burning tool. Muscles need more energy to be sustained than fat. Plus, you'll look more lean and toned, not saggy.

A combo of both is best; but whatever you do, don't forget to stretch!

SUMMARY: Incorporate exercise into your regimen. No buts! Start off easy, and don't forget to stretch!

Three basic steps to a better body. goals, good food choices and exercise. Saying "No time-lah" is bullsh!t. You would have plenty of time when you stop bitching about having no time to do something healthy. Instead of the bus/car, walk home from class. Send that memo to a colleague by walking to his/her cubicle, no emailing. Take a walk at lunch. Stand up and let the old lady sit in your place when in an LRT/waiting for your turn at the bank. Little things do add up to your efforts in achieving good health.

disclaimer: please consult your physicians before embarking on any exercise program. the author will not be responsible for any problems faced by readers. these are only advice given from the author's knowledge and experience.