*sigh*

i try to distract myself by immersing myself in daily tasks.

i try to distract myself by having fun with friends.

i try to ignore the pain.

but it's as thought the world is playing a nasty prank on me.

it feels as though someone is sprinkling salt onto an open wound.

after that, they douse it with vinegar.

thanks to my dear friends who are here for me.

but it will take some time for me to digest this.

i'm not even sure i want to accept this inconvenient truth.