random thoughts 29th sept 2010

it's been a while since i've blogged - i'm just blocked. or more accurately, my thoughts are so lost in my mindstorm these days. i barely have enough concentration. life seems to just go by. well, i'd try gathering some thoughts and put it here.


- I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!


- went to the dentist today after discovering the horror that is my teeth - a scaling session is LONG overdue. so after interviewing our senior Kak Suzen and accompanying my classmates/groupmates to buy a Japanese table at Giant, i went to the Health Centre to see the dentist. the registration desk lady was the first aggravation of my fear (it's been SO LONG since my last dentist's appointment). then the MA was the next - looking like a less-deformed Igor but acting no less like one. oh, and i had to hold the water-sucking thingy. resulted in a wet shoulder, dammit. the nurse moved it this way, and the dentist moved it to another position. and the dentist did as if she's trying to kill me with the scaling instrument. but its done, now my teeth is less grungy :)


- class went by as usual. finally a day with class. but i feel like skipping tomorrow... i'm NOT really fond of one of this lecturer, and i feel like it's mutual...


- I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!


- watching GG (almost) nonstop - season three, and then hopefully i get Ugly Betty season 4 too!


- i keep having this image... in my slumber it appears as a dream, then it also appears as a vision... intriguing, scary, ominous. i don't know.does it signify something?


- what's the progress with an event where i'm one of the committee member? i received no update and there is no follow-up - is is gonna happen? 


- i feel like someone's out to get me. LOL~


- the black bitch is STILL in UTM - ran into him.her that time i was jogging in the K11 area. from that moment on i have true intentions of being mean to people ala Blair Waldorf. enough is enough - one can only be nice for so long. sooner or later the claws must come out.


- i am getting fat!!!!


- can't wait to get my book through the mail!!!! unfortunately, this also resulted in me having to scrimp on meals... what with my dwindling cash reserve, and my sudden interest in alternative local literature (NOT those cheesy novels, mind you)...they're truly LITERARY GEMS, able to evoke a multitude of emotions and stimulate the mind. and it also struck a few chords with my life. i can relate to the authors. if only the rest of Malaysia is able to think like them. true visionaries, true artists, true Malaysian :) 


- last but CERTAINLY NOT the least, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!