disappointments

friends are her to be our companions and are people we can be ourselves with, and they also provide help and support in times of need. usually these things are unspoken and one shouldn't go and claim it, but what if the support is explicitly said but not delivered?


to be faced with an emotional turmoil in times when family and/or close friends aren't around is truly difficult. i have healed considerably from it and moved on, alhamdulillah. what i am not feeling now is the promised emotional support that was promised but not delivered. when you say you would deliver something, i expect it to be there. coupled with the fragile state of mind i was in, of course i'd be peeved right about now. it's not about whether i did succeed in weathering it alone, it was about delivering the promise that you made. it isn't expected if you didn't explicitly say it, but you did say what you would do to help me but you didn't deliver.