Thursday, August 05, 2010

E N N U I

*****


all of a sudden, the wheels put me on the bottom.

from all aspects, things seem so bleak.

oh i wish to have someone to give a pat on my back and understand what's going on.

but no one does. i tried to disclose it to one friend, but even that turned out to be a dud. i quit doing that because i don't think anyone will ever do.

the only consolation i could get on the physical plane is through this song.


the lyrics do not fit the situation. but the music mirrors my emotions, a melancholic tempest of untold, unfulfilled desires.

i'm baffled.

why oh why? i wish i could just run away to somewhere.

to escape this pain.

to escape this sorrow.

to escape this lack of understanding.

Lord please give me strength.

Lord please give me patience.

Amin.

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