...thoughts...

thursday. test day. morning, i missed the car ride with juju coz i was too sleepy - so i decided to spend the morning to sleep in, at least until 7am. that's when i get ready for class. walk to class, of course. morning class, didn't expect mama sha to arrive this early. sat at the back, i decided to be invisible for today. just having system analysis class, which is ALWAYS confusing. just now she asked a simple question: "write down what you want to have in a software" and that left us a bit cautious and baffled. does she want a simple answer, or does it lead to something deeper? coz THAT'S WHAT WE ARE ALWAYS THINKING WHEN WE ARE IN HER CLASS!! we just don't really know what kind of answer she wants. test at 12noon, but i spent the extra hour not really reading the book. i spent it sitting calmly, passing "gold" in the toilet. then i sat at the gazebos, waiting for the time to pass. test: 6Qs, 4 answered, and 2 unanswered. left earlier coz i can't stand the place. besides, i was already late for lunch. had lunch at Pak Lah's at the SUB. sat beside a grungy guy with a 'fro. grungy but i want his hair!! hahaha he keeps looking at our table (as if i didn't notice him)... 2pm. went back to nap. jogged in light rain in the evening.


saw a blog that i followed stating the "stupidity" of letting Adam Lambert into Malaysian shores, citing  "bringing the gay lifestyle into Malaysia". what's stupid is you and ALL people who propagandize celebrities' entry into Malaysia. Sheila Majid said it best: "do not insult our intelligence". we are NOT that gullible, hence NOT stupid; and besides, it's as though there are no other sources of information that could lead to anything negative. we aren't going to go to the concert and gcome back wanting to be gay, DUH~ perhaps he/she is SO afraid that he/she is gonna turn gay that he/she foils others' plans to see the show. grow up and grow some brains, idiots. what we need is an open-minded society. it's not about Adam only; think about the previous artistes that failed to reach our shores. no wonder singapore and even INDONESIA is more globally visible than us. STOP MAKING EVERYTHING A F***ING PROPAGANDA (sorry mum!)

A RECOMMENDED READING: FOUND IN MALAYSIA by THE NUT GRAPH.

feeling a bit emo towards you these few days. SMSes are rare if not uncommon. calls are brief. then when we get to chat on YM, you do other things, like read blogs, make a blogpost or doing something else other than chatting with me. then suddenly a long silence, turns out you fell asleep. i know what you're facing right now. you are a busy person, i know. i know you're using postpaid so it's pricier to text. but when there's a chance to catch up for the day (through YM), you chose to do other things, of course i feel touchy, of course i'm mad... if you are tired, fine, go to sleep. end the conversation instead of leaving me here unanswered and unattended. i'm just clarifying my thoughts to you here since you like reading blogs so much... more understanding. i love you always...