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I apologize for forsaking my blog in these times.

I myself have been forsook these past few days, but I did not do so to my blog out of spite.

Soon a proper blog will arrive, when the time is right.

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It's so hard finding someone who understands me.

This is why I'm not looking for relationships, and prefer being a loner.

And yet, I can't help but fall in love.

I really am purposely hurting myself.

It's so fucking frustrating to always fall into the same trap.

Desperation and denial forms a volatile Molotov cocktail.

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