How to say this....I'M HEARTBROKEN! Even though it's an old wound, on its way to healing....but something reopened the wound, releasing excruciating pain...OMG, please help me through these tough times...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Lily Allen - Fuck You Very Much
I heart Lily Allen - her songs are piece-of-her-minds that are conveyed through seemingly soft and harmless songs, further strengthened by her soft voice.
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
your point of view is medieval
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it
do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
your point of view is medieval
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it
do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
Friday, October 09, 2009
Cuak Beb...
Oh gosh...finally my laptop returns to me, after a custody battle between a virus (I think) and me...I was trying to change my password last night, after realizing that the bitch knows it, so I tried. But when i typed in the correct password, it states that it was incorrect. Out of curiosity, I logged off to try logging in with the password. Hello hello, I can't get in afterwards. It was like bringing a set of unknown keys with you, locking the door before going out of it, then trying the keys on the stated door. So I was without connection to the Internet AND my computer last night. Now I have to rush to finish up my assignment which is due today, and also check everything if its all peachy and fine, and if I'm still the admin of this laptop. Anyway, alhamdulillah that I can log in to my lappy again ;)
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Bleak Day~
Hurrmmm a little reminder of yesterday: I got a fine for not bringing my matric card when I go out. I have yet to go settle the summonses.
Today started off as any other Thursdays do: late...but I didn't hesitate to go earlier; the sky was too gray to be stable. So off I go to the faculty. Went to class with Beyonce crooning Ego. Reached the fac and that's when the wind blew and blew; not long after, it rained cats, dogs and other animals that God bestowed for us. Then Carto class went by as usual.
In the afternoon it was Industrial Sociology class. A test was conducted. It was seriously critical and creative thinking - I can hardly say 5% of the answers can be extracted purely from the notes; we need to use total understanding of the subject to ooze out an answer. After that, it was walking back to dorm as usual, with music in my ears; The Ting Tings going nuts. Planned to jog this evening, but the air was too cool and sky too bleak to run. So instead I took the evening off, as the other three previous evenings. I'm getting squirmy without my runs...:[
Tonight is the night before Friday; a friend's coming over to study together. Exam's coming up. I wish everybody good luck! :D
Today started off as any other Thursdays do: late...but I didn't hesitate to go earlier; the sky was too gray to be stable. So off I go to the faculty. Went to class with Beyonce crooning Ego. Reached the fac and that's when the wind blew and blew; not long after, it rained cats, dogs and other animals that God bestowed for us. Then Carto class went by as usual.
In the afternoon it was Industrial Sociology class. A test was conducted. It was seriously critical and creative thinking - I can hardly say 5% of the answers can be extracted purely from the notes; we need to use total understanding of the subject to ooze out an answer. After that, it was walking back to dorm as usual, with music in my ears; The Ting Tings going nuts. Planned to jog this evening, but the air was too cool and sky too bleak to run. So instead I took the evening off, as the other three previous evenings. I'm getting squirmy without my runs...:[
Tonight is the night before Friday; a friend's coming over to study together. Exam's coming up. I wish everybody good luck! :D
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Huh~ (-_-)
Finally...a breathe of relief can be released. Settled my registration fee for this semester, and then proceeded to register the courses for next semester. Both are done. Now what's left is the money I owe Dylah and also the library - the library fine WOULD be staggering. Huhuhuhuhu~
Found my BI results while snooping around to find the location to register my subjects. So satisfied - it was good. 4.0!!! Yeahoo...still got the magic language in my hands...hope the next BI class will be fun and engaging and of course, insightful! Now it makes me think about taking an English course. Talked to Kak Anie one time about this. She suggested taking BI as a Master's degree. I'm thinking why not. I have proficiency, I have flair, I have interest; all I need is a validation from the rest of the world. Not that i crave validation from anybody, but that's how the world runs: no matter how much interest and proficiency you have at your disposal, you still need a piece of validation to be accepted into anything. That's just the way it is. Huhuhuhu
Found my BI results while snooping around to find the location to register my subjects. So satisfied - it was good. 4.0!!! Yeahoo...still got the magic language in my hands...hope the next BI class will be fun and engaging and of course, insightful! Now it makes me think about taking an English course. Talked to Kak Anie one time about this. She suggested taking BI as a Master's degree. I'm thinking why not. I have proficiency, I have flair, I have interest; all I need is a validation from the rest of the world. Not that i crave validation from anybody, but that's how the world runs: no matter how much interest and proficiency you have at your disposal, you still need a piece of validation to be accepted into anything. That's just the way it is. Huhuhuhu
Monday, October 05, 2009
SORRY~
Oh gosh...mugkin dia tersinggung...we made out earlier, then dia nak move forward...nak **** la kiranya. Tapi aku tak mahu. Aku menolaknya (bukan secara fizikal) lalu mengatakan bahawa aku tak nak melakukannya kerna aku menyayanginya bukan untuk sekadar itu, tapi untuk kasih sayang. Let's just take it slow, aku beritahu dia. Dia memberitahu aku bahawa it's okay, namun raut wajahnya jelas menzahirkan perasaan kecewa. I know before this I've played, but for this relationship, let it take it's course...I'M SORRY BUBU.
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