A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again... There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade... A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again...
minimal camwhoring produced the new profile pic for blogger! :D will have a more active shoot later.
preparing the mind and body for the onslaught that is the SURVEY CAMP. another season of reality TV is in order. tears, anger, drama. who syas TV is not a representation of real life?
will tidy the room a bit. i hope i don't have EXCESS baggage for home and for my own sake. btw, the college is a bloodsucker. so damn expensive to rent out the room for the holidays. i can only say curses in my heart.
can't wait for someone to vacate the bed. i wanna sleep too! you get priority coz you have an exam later... nvm me. hehehe good luck my socialites :)
crazily in loooove with Twitter! but that doesn't mean it'll replace YOU in the pedestal of my heart... thank goodness everything's back to normal, btw... i apologize on my part, coz we both have acknowledged the faults in ourselves :) i love you so so so much, ignoring you was a nightmare... unintentionally i have added to your worries, i wish i could hug you... to alleviate some if not all of the pains in your heart, especially those that come from me...
haven't been in touch with a certain group of friends. they're busy anyway. but they were on Twitter and FB too, how funny is that? i might as well keep quiet to avoid aching hearts and hurtful but unintentional words spurred by ire. nevertheless, good luck for your finals...
to my sweetie: miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you!!!!!!!!
- you're not replying. and that seems to be my fault too.
- i do not make you follow my beat. you didn't set one. when i ask you to, you don't know or decline to make one.
- i do NOT only care about myself!!! if i had only cared for myself i wouldn't even bother to talk to you or fight with you!
- i don't make you share everything. i learnt that last time and i adhered to it. so i leave you to your stuff.
- you say i don't understand you? OF COURSE! because you don't talk about anything! my efforts to get to know you better is repaid with me being nosy! me being inconsiderate! or simply, ME = WRONG and ME = BAD!!
- when we are gonna talk, you avoid it. or you fell asleep. or you got busy. OR we are in the middle of texting about stuff and you go silent. and when i want to pick up where we left off, you seem to forget or worse, IGNORE IT. once again, my efforts make me look like the bad guy. at least leave a note or a last message saying you got something and had to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- things are not always good and nice. there will always be bumps along the way. I KNOW THAT. therefore, we need to communicate. but that's what you're avoiding. communication is important especially for a long distance relationship like this. it seems like when i'm trying to make an effort, i look like the clingy needy bad guy.
i don't even know if i am sad or angry about this matter. me bad guy me bad guy me bad guy. IT'S ALL MY FAULT. FINE! :'(
why are you so silent today and a part of yesterday... i know you are troubled but you think it isn't something substantial to talk about... plus you said you want to forget about it. but i feel left out... i want to share your troubles...
whatever it is, know that i love you, and know that i am here for you baby ;)
trying my hand at haiku. but having difficulty shortening sentences into the 5-7-5 syllable norm. i though being good at twitter would help. it does, though not much :)
i miss having you around... having someone to talk to, someone to listen to, someone to look forward to, someone to see first thing in the morning... i tried refraining from writing it here but i can't help it - I MISS YOU.