confused

i said i'd swear off love this year.


but i am in a dilemma. i actually have feelings for someone, M.


M is someone i recently got to know. a nice person, chatty, easygoing, cool.


and being sporty, M is physically hot too.


from what i feel and what i logically think, things all point to attraction, but i don't know if it's mutual...


we have quite a lot in common... but i don't want to parrot M so i kept it to myself, occasionally nodding in agreement.


M talks about lots of stuff with me for such a short period in the first encounter, even personal ones too.


but so far i have been receiving vague responses. unreplied texts. M is cool so i guess M doesn't reciprocate it directly.


i fear i might be playing a one-man show here... so i played it down.


or should i be more forward and proactive?


i keep thinking about M. i can't stop thinking of M.


M is sweet. cool. beautiful. i feel like i am out of M's league. M is just too... PERFECT.


*sigh*