11.16pm

had my ear stuck on the phone for the past half an hour, figuring out the broadband dilemma with the celcom customer service guy. what he did is (what i think it is) he changed the IP address for my laptop. although i can only connect through EDGE now, but it's a connection, nevertheless.

broke fast with syaz, nisa and mimi today. syaz said tht there'll be another person, her friend nicknamed shiro. but it turns out, there's 25 other of his friends coming - syaz misheard him on the phone: she heard 7-8 persons but it turns out to be 28! so there we were just sitting, not really mixing with the others. they're older. way way older, i think.

finished around 9pm, bought credit top-ups, got my laundry back and headed back before going to McD to finish up assignments. another reason why i wanted to go out is to get connected to the internet. but the outing was cancelled because syaz already slept. poor syaz, tired from driving...huhuhuhu... so i took off my going-out attire, and called celcom to ask about this. and thus, here i am stuck with a slooooooow connection, and i can only open ONE tab at a time. bummer... still looking forward to 1am. hahaha~

i can't sleep this morning - tossed and turned a lot. not even music can lull me to sleep. stayed up until class-time. settled my broadband fees this morning with juju. this thing is just too emotionally stressful. i must hang with friends, or else i'd go crazy thinking about it. even now my thoughts are racing in my head. trying to get a grasp of the reality that is me losing you...

tried to upload pics from this evening - fucking connection's too darn sluggish to upload it. shittttt