Friday, August 20, 2010

sick and tired and worried

i've slept the whole day today.

woke up at 9.30am, but no energy to lift myself up.

another time, 3.30am. checked my texts, and went back to sleep.

woke up at breaking fast time, broke fast, showered and went to the health centre.

went back, popped the meds and went back to sleep.

woke up at 1.55am.

i reached out for my shirt glasses, only to find that it's not there.

usually this only triggers a minor worry, whether i've slept on it, or it fell to the floor.

but this time, it made me panic. because at that moment i remembered you.

what it's like to reach out for you, only to find that you aren't there.

but you aren't now.

:'(

2 comments:

Rafi Harumin said...

kenapa semua orang macam down ja ni?

Anonymous said...

nazmi, the way u described reaching out for you.. that so sad.. i know how it feels like.. =(